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Sweet Sensation
Sunday, June 22, 2008Sunday, June 22, 2008 ☺;
hi there, here to blog...
I tell you, the camp was great. I had even experience the GOD's deeply encounter and presence in my heart...
This camp is talking about Generation Unleashed..and the topic was totally making :awake: as there is so many issue around me..relationship with Roland and hugh load of work..
Talk about Work..
Now i handling a big project with Keppel..is so stress up because it conquear lots of technical work as it feel strange to me..my boss giving me lots of things..although it will occupied my time but is totally too much of work..but for me, i want to excel in my work as i wan to get the better future in my life and somehow i can help to contribute church's finanical if i get another increment and promotion
Talk about relationship...
Yesterday night we had a big quarrel as i simply dont understand him in thinking and what he wants, i know is the big stress to him as his child going to have broken family, i wanted to help him but his mouth doesnt want to open up and share so i just cannot stand it and tell him for a breakup because i cannot stand it. Then i called Hao Hong about it and she very glad to hear that as she console me during the free in camp..and also call elisa about it and share a bit to derek..Thanks my friends...
Today I go to church..is a bit fear as i afraid i cannot breath but i guess is wrong..i actually can do it..i cried to the lord..and during altar call, God says he loves me, and also said that if i got anything, just seek him because he is my father, my saviour..i really touched by GOD..suddenly i found the warmness that i keep finding for a long period.
Back to Camp Thing..
i not sure is second day or third day..when we doing the altar call, GOD tells me something and give me an image, is the washing machine, and he take a dirty clothes and say this clothes just like me, have lots of hidden sin and secret and tell me confress it in the name of JESUS, and tell me to repent and bring change in me..and then also, he say to obey him in his words..all those that not belong me better to let go..and he doesnt want me to get depress cause he wants me to be joy with the lord and happy to be with him..praise him and worship..
I totally awake..100% awake.
Thanks my father for giving me such a compassion love and advise..I will take this word seriously and wont take it for granted..
Love ya ;)
♥Sunday, June 22, 2008,
