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Sweet Sensation
Tuesday, June 10, 2008Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ☺;
I feeling very despress today, just leave me alone.
I not going to church for a period of time, i know is a bit foolish but i have no choice to make this decision for it.
I never seek His permission by giving His detail to my mum..and He say i not trusted him and letting Him not privacy at all.
I deeply apologised..and he said that his heart completely forzen except for his boy, he is divorcee. But i doesnt matter to be his wife and also be the second mum of his boy..I crying non-stop as he has no mood to talk to me and answer any question i want to know.
My head is getting pain, my heart is getting so pain as my head..I love him a lot. But the thing is i dont understand what in his mind, what he thinking about.
Roland, please dont like this..i really love you and care you. I will try to get used to it your character as i do not take your hand away from me.
♥Tuesday, June 10, 2008,
