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Sweet Sensation
Friday, May 08, 2009Friday, May 08, 2009 ☺;
God, are you there? I cannot really find you. These few days after i break up with him, I cannot control my feeling, even i so hate him, but i still recall the happiest moment i been with him.
What for? He going to get married, and the bride is not me. I keep messaging him but no reply on him, i try to call him, he din see to pick up my call unless i use another phone to call then he answer.
Now i been using medicine to able my mind to relax and sleep soundly, but all i want is to hear God's voice and feel his presence. Yesterday night, i ate sleeping pill even tho i can sleep but how come the image is full of my ex-boyfriend.
I am trying to be happy and find back the past me that always joke on people, talking lame to my friend or be so active in everything.
I do not wish to be alone. Where can i find my true love? Even i have God, family and friends surrounding, encourage and give me love. But i does not seem to be like it. All i want is i need a guy to love me wholeheartedly as i feel very tired of breaking up.
♥Friday, May 08, 2009,
God, are you there? I cannot really find you. These few days after i break up with him, I cannot control my feeling, even i so hate him, but i still recall the happiest moment i been with him.