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Sweet Sensation
Thursday, May 14, 2009Thursday, May 14, 2009 ☺;
I am trying to let go..i been still thinking of him. I do not know why, is been reminiscing a while and now still continues like that.
Letting go of this painful relationship is never been so easy. It is because i think i have fallen on him and did not expect that is the end so fast.
Yesterday, i have a motivation to go forward for the altar call in cell meeting , i was so sick, but i have this feeling that i want to go for the altar call. So i been prayed by Rev Gary, during the prayer, he prayed to let go and let the holy spirit enter my body, i feel a power of the heaviness from my head, it was so pain and heavy, so i probably sure that God wants me to let go of something that has been loitering around in my mind, i think is relationship.
Today, I was totally dead sick person, after working in the morning, i buay tahan to take medical leave. But now the medicine doesnt work on me, causes me drowsiness but how come im so alert to blog in here and check my email, facebook.
Hopefully, i can be a better person in one of the day. Been reminiscing and emo now. Where is the cheerful and lively ShaBer? Is ShaBer lost in the forest or kept in one of the boxes that cannot be found.
That all my post for today, i think i going to dose off. Maybe i should take back my word from above.
God bless =)
*p.s ((I have another new nick and i think is cool called ShaBer..Sha=Sharon, Ber=Bernice))
♥Thursday, May 14, 2009,
I am trying to let go..i been still thinking of him. I do not know why, is been reminiscing a while and now still continues like that.