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Sweet Sensation
Thursday, July 23, 2009Thursday, July 23, 2009 ☺;
such a bullshit on me, as now i decided not to let my family worry but to stay in Singapore instead of flying off to Hong Kong, and added that I not really very excited to go there for a pleasure, so my mind have set and waste my 300bucks worth of air ticket fees. But i still got refund of 200bucks of the hotel, so probably when they back to Singapore, I will go to history maker someday to get my refund as now i not so really need of money.
=BUT I STILL REMAIN MY LEAVE AS I NEED MORE REST=
after pastor said to me last Sunday as i popped out the word that i will be leaving church. I seriously think, but sadly to say that my mind still remain that to leave church.
= THANKS AND APOLOGIES TO PASTOR RICHARD =
Being in HMI member for 3 years plus, I had lots of fun, having fellowship and attends youth outing etc. But somehow feeling is always ups and down, but frankly, when i was in malaysia for the church camp, i got the sense that i will have a change for this year and having a time of trouble for this year. Now is really came true, change = career, back to study and church, trouble = family situation as after august, i might be the only one who has stable job with the stable income, really have to cut down some of the things that is not so necessary for me to buy.
=NOW I HAVE TO BE MORE INDEPENDENT AND PREPARE TO FACE THE FUTURE=
Such a pain now with me and my dearest, we having a cold war since Monday, now he does not want to talk to me or reply my message, but kind of relieve that he does not want to break up with me. Dearest, tho you not really read my blog but all i say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
=ALL MY MIND IS ALL YOU, PLEASE TALK TO ME AND BACK FROM WHAT WE HAD=
hates gossiper...i have nothing to say so much on them. the news has spread so fast. One more thing is Pastor Richard not scolding me, he gives me an advice. Stop spreading!! unless the person will want to announce. another thing i want to clarify i leaving not because of HIM, I already have this thinking and pray hard of this since last year and on that time i start to think, i was not in the relationship and with HIM.
=BE CAUTION OF TALKING, TALK LESS, PROBLEM LESS=
=THINK BEFORE YOU DO ANY ACTION, PRETTY DISAPPOINTED=
♥Thursday, July 23, 2009,
