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Sweet Sensation
Wednesday, September 23, 2009Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ☺;
I think I have not make clear of my mind
I dont know what on EARTH going on with me
as I have a sudden thought
to leave Roland
but I still have a strong feeling on him
He now kind of freak off
on job searching AGAINSSSS!!
i hope he can find a job
that doesnt really disappointed
so I will not receiving his message
complaining his job
now i in the route of confusion
whether I let go with my relationship
to find a new path of my life
option will be
going back to History Maker International Church
or
to find another church
If i really want to go back
I feel so shame to face others
especially the most closest
because they have been try so hard to let me stay on
I can see your effort
but my mind keep me running to leave the church
and I really want to keep it touch with
Serene, Elisa, Iva, HaoHong, Kell and Avice
you are the closest to me
do i have a faith to let go of him
as i still have feeling on him???????????
I feeling disturb and freak off
I have not been free for months
free to me is go out for a breeze and shop around
It is because I saving money
as i am the only breadwinner in my family
♥Wednesday, September 23, 2009,
