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Sweet Sensation
Sunday, September 27, 2009Sunday, September 27, 2009 ☺;
Totally in love with this movie
Have watched last friday with my ex-church mate cum friend
It was a great night
I pretty enjoy but feeling kind of weird
Thinks it been 2 months since I left church
I have not been fellowship with them already
But later a while, feeling alright
When they have jokes and laughter
I just sit one corner to see them
And somehow my mind keeps telling me
"to go home, too tired to be outside"
but I prefer to stay
Such a RETARDED feeling i had
{{Reminiscing}}
I have tell some of my friend there
that I seriously have to think about it
of turning back to History Maker
or move on to my another new path to
attend another church
I have email to Pastor about my thinking
but now still not sure whether he got see my email
but for my heart, most possibility is turning back
{{Reminiscing}}
About my relationship, feeling like giving up
but I always have the feeling
that doesnt appear in action
I keep asking myself
"Do i really serious to cherish my relationship with him?"
He kinda not interested to attend church
but to be in his house
sleeping and watching away
Somehow I feeling bored
but when I look at him
I feel glad
Should I let go??????????????
But anyway, Enjoy the YouTube i posted
Is the nice song
""Hold Your Dream""
p.s Thanks Ashton for sending me the whole soundtrack of Fame the movie. I have to reorganise my music folder..
♥Sunday, September 27, 2009,
